Change Me

If your relationship with God is not changing you something needs to be addressed. In my life I spent many years with areas that needed addressed. Some of mine were lack of trusting Him due to childhood abuse, lack of fully surrendering to Him because of the lack of trust, not understanding how to fully heal emotionally (His way), rebellion, hurt, demonization/spiritual warfare, lack of crucifying my flesh because I used trauma as an excuse not to, refusing to walk in the fruit of the Spirit, living in my flesh and not the Spirit, having roots of unforgiveness, lack of knowing who I was created to be and living in the identity given to me by demons (trauma) instead of the one given to me by God.

So how did I break free from that loooooooong list?

1. Total surrender to God in every area of my life.

2. Choose to walk in the Spirit and not my flesh.

3. Crucify my flesh on a daily basis.

4. Live a life of discipline and not one based on my emotions.

5. Deliverance and spiritual warfare.

6. Embraced full and total emotional healing from God alone.

7. Leaned my identity in Christ and rejected everything else.

8. Being quick to forgive no matter how much others hurt me.

I am still a work in progress, but I am not who I used to be. There is growth, change, and spiritual maturity that I did not used to have. It takes work, surrender, humility, accountability, and being uncomfortable, but it is so worth it!

If you find yourself in the same position I was in I encourage you to make today the day you start making changes. God will not force you to change. You can pray all day long for Him to change you, but ultimately it is you that has to implement the changes in your life. He can give you the strength to do it, but you have to make the choice to change and follow through.

If you do not know how to change these videos may be very helpful.